Today was a really bad day. Sats were bad all morning and never got to a stable place, just bouncing around a lot. Dr. A came up a little while after we got here to try and figure out what to do. We increased Levi's blood pressure medicine and pain medicine. They did another echo and head ultrasound today and the cardiologist is saying that the heart condition may be more than just the coarctation. He said the left side is much smaller than the right side (which we knew) but he thinks it would require a more invasive surgery than just the coarctation surgery. He said the same thing every doctor we see says: there are a lot of things stacked up against Levi and is this just too much for him to survive. I am trying not to get discouraged but we are at a really bad place. He is just not doing good. I was prepared for things when he was doing so bad on ECMO and we knew there wasn't much time left, but then God turned it around out of nowhere. I am not prepared for things to be this bad now. I want it all better. We are supposed to be doing good now and ready for surgery. I don't know what too much is for Levi but I am praying that God will help him tonight and we don't have to get to that "too much" point. Right now, I know we are not far from it and something has to change. I can't sit by and watch my child be miserable so I am just hoping and praying that God will turn things around for the better again. Surely He wouldn't get us off ECMO and get us this far just for everything to be over. Please just pray for Levi. Please pray for us all. We need God to guide us and tell us what to do. We need God to comfort Levi and make him so strong and we need Him to heal Levi. We need Levi at a stable place. Please, pray harder than ever right now and more than ever. We really want to bring our little boy home, but I think even more we want to see everyone say "Wow!" when Levi gets better. I want them to have to give God the credit and say that Levi is a miracle baby from God.